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    December 21

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         彼岸 花    

            
             佛家人常语: 花蘼是花季中最后盛放的花,开到花蘼花事了,只剩下开在以往前生的彼岸的花. 简单些许而言,正如小津安二郎电影「彼岸の花」: 花儿的翅膀,要到死亡,才懂得飞翔.无爱无恨的土壤才会再萌芽开花.
             北京的冬总是黑白惨淡.不由得让人产生盼春的情怀种种.因而或是声嘶力竭,或是踏破铁鞋,千百度..无觅处.有人站在灯火阑珊处,也有人得来全不费功夫.美好的事物总是让人筋疲力尽,无声毙命.所以我一直坚持认为丑陋并不可耻.而美好,则或许应该考虑逃避.当然,这样的观点很消极,也很符合双子.好比说.我会认为花儿盛开或许是为了流芳百世,哪怕凋零,也仅仅是满足于视觉欣赏的脸.我也会认为,花儿盛开,只是为了憧憬死亡,享受"化作春泥碾作尘"的结果.说得颇有境界,其实,不过是一种死亡过程产生的快感.有太多的事物让人不敢提起,或许仅仅是曾经,或许仅仅是现在,或许仅仅是将来.相比之下,我更愿意把自己的美好牢牢的关在伊甸园里.一个亚当和夏娃偷吃了禁果后再也不愿意回去的地方..
             哪里找..哪里找...一切很好....
             今天很平常,空气很新鲜,心情忽地愉快,愉快得让我忘记了昨晚自己一个人在床上坐到天亮.六点下楼练功,七点偷懒去小卖部买早餐吃,猛灌了自己4瓶「雅哈」消肿.八点上课,今天回课电影片段是「太极旗飘扬」「大红灯笼高高挂」.表导楼门口碰到了雪和papa.得知原来她们昨晚一个生病一个失眠..于是三个人有了六个大眼袋.用手机拍了照片,当留念吧.尽管天气冷得让人笑得很僵.可心头却涌现着和身上颜色一样绚丽的色彩.
     
     
             但愿,我还能萌芽开花.
     
     
     
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       天晓得..   
     
     
            冬至.楼道里传来阵阵饺子香.满满的,甜甜的.却没有温度..
            所有的朋友都出去了.一个人家看着拍摄的剧本,上网...屋里静的可怕.手机也睡着了..让人不敢问您好.生怕打扰.不知道什么时候变得冷了起来.人心有时就像是一站月台.不过是,随着时限过去,由车水马龙,车来人往而变得空荡荡的一个地方.
            玫瑰都开了,我还想怎么呢..
            晚上去了健身,好不热闹.心里自觉舒坦了些...做着有氧运动,思绪和肢体一样快速运作着.一个..两个..我试图通过目光去感受每个人心里的温度.去假想他们今晚来到这里的原由种种.当然,他们无一例外都被看似生命的所谓「忙碌」所抛弃,我认为.
            天晓得..
     
     
     
            生活...
            就像你说你爱我,我能相信你.
            就像今天是冬至,我却失去了温度...
     
          
            天晓得...
     
           
     
     
     
     
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    Oct. 28
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    Sept. 4
    junjunchiwrote:
    笑得好灿烂!
    Jan. 20
    Ａsahi Ｊoywrote:
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    06年的最后一天，
     
    希望有意义的度过~~

    并祝新的一年万事顺利，
     
    幸福开心，，，
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    Dec. 31
    Picture of Anonymous
    c wrote:
    今天北京好冷啊～～


    给你送来温暖的问候^^~~
    Dec. 29
    BEN LIUwrote:
     
     
    咋样？好点了没？
     
     
     
    Dec. 29
    lee edisonwrote:
    我也是来看看,我已经很久没写SPACE了，你是主持人吗/。
    Dec. 28
    lee edisonwrote:
    我也是来看看,我已经很久没写SPACE了，你是主持人吗/。
    Dec. 28
    lee edisonwrote:
    我也是来看看,我已经很久没写SPACE了，你是主持人吗/。
    Dec. 28
    H Lwrote:
    朝露昙花 虽不过刹那间芳华，总有重来的一日
     
    Dec. 28
    xwrote:
    nana？
    我忘了在哪發掘你了 我猜你是電影學院的學生兼職模特吧？還作蘇慧倫的主持太厲害啦！榮幸~~~~~~~
    Dec. 26
    mengxiao cat mengxiao catwrote:
    快考试了，是很累~哈，我主科考完了~、~
    Dec. 26
    允儿 杨wrote:
    谢谢 谢谢 你的祝福~
    来看看你 要记得更新哦~
    看见你的笑容 冬日的寒冷都被趋散开啦~
    Dec. 26
    michelle maiwrote:
     
     
     
                                         你的她的笑容好美...  :)
     
                                                       继续好下去吧...祝福你们...
     
     
     
    Dec. 26
    emma muwrote:
    照片上的两人..好配.............呵呵
    节日快乐........................................
    Dec. 25
    Chaoyi Xuwrote:
     
     
     
    sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    还给我玩神秘……没劲！！！！
     
     
     
     
     
    Dec. 25
    Picture of Anonymous
    小c wrote:
    貌似应该自我介绍一下


    但是这里的人好多～～不想太出名：p


    所以：piano_cici@hotmail.com


    see u~~~
    Dec. 25
    Chaoyi Xuwrote:
    恩，DIOR HOMME在一楼。
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    你什么时候来的上海的恒隆啊？
    Dec. 25
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